Originally posted by GregRickshaw
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Now I wait to see what fresh hell next year will bring. A few weeks, maybe months, of stress and self-loathing. It's hit me bad. My wife and I have become strangers living in the same house and I can't look at the kids without feeling guilty. My son wants to go to college and then university, but that might not happen because of my poor choices.
I wake up early to exercise every day - it helps dissipate the anxiety, but not the shame.
I'll keep you all updated - writing about it helps.
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