It's been 18 months since I quit, and I've never been tempted to have even one. I'm still quite amazed how quickly the urge to smoke went.
But...on reflection....I dont think I'm as happy as I was when I smoked.
I loved that time on my own - every hour, just 5 minutes to myself, no matter what. People say smoking is sociable, but I actually think it's quite a solitary thing, time alone with your own thoughts, your own peace.
I miss it.
I dont miss coughing, or being constantly out of breath, or smelling (which I never noticed, but I notice now on other people)....but I miss the "art" of smoking.
Or maybe I'm just a bit lonely.
I'm having a "ho hum" sort of day...
But...on reflection....I dont think I'm as happy as I was when I smoked.
I loved that time on my own - every hour, just 5 minutes to myself, no matter what. People say smoking is sociable, but I actually think it's quite a solitary thing, time alone with your own thoughts, your own peace.
I miss it.
I dont miss coughing, or being constantly out of breath, or smelling (which I never noticed, but I notice now on other people)....but I miss the "art" of smoking.
Or maybe I'm just a bit lonely.
I'm having a "ho hum" sort of day...
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