This is why I never trust my senses, I always check stuff, because I have the firm proof that they collude with my brain to lie to me.
I was a soldier, a few days without sleep on guard duty out in the ooloo. I was watching my sector when I saw a soldier approach. He stopped, about 25 30 metres away. He knew I was out there somewhere, his rifle moved in an arc as he sought me out. Pointed right at me, then moved away.
He was too far away for me to issue the challenge, too close for me to call a 'stand-to'. So I waited, and watched. I was freezing cold, it was winter, but I was consoled by the fact that he must be cold too.
We kept still, staring at each other, neither sure what to do. His problem was that he didnt know exactly where I was, my problem was that I didnt want to shoot a friend by mistake. It was a stand off. For an hour I lay there, watching in fear as his weapon moved in an arc, as he sought me out. He cocked his head, I must have made a sound, sheer terror.
Then I saw it. In the east, a faint lightening in the sky. Pretty soon I would know whether to let him have one and call a stand to, or welcome him in for a hot brew and a warm bag.
As it got lighter, my head spun and 'frazzed'. I realised I had been staring through the night at a little bush, a few metres away, with a little gently waving branch that I had taken for a weapon.
BGG is correct. You brain will conjure your worst nightmare, probably for very good evolutionary purposes.


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