I am, where I am because of all the decisions I've made...

[Tingles]

Just try saying YES more

I saw that film too.

[FiveTimes]

I would love to visit Istanbul.

You should have gone in 2005, something remarkable happened

[Tingles]

I've decided I'm off to Istanbul.

We have talked after about three weeks of <silence> - today she wanted to talk.

She couldn't understand why I didn't know what the problem is?????

She made some good points.

Some things I disagree with.

I do think some is that I've changed - I've lost a lot of weight and still losing and I'm not the man she first met.

Apparently it's been hell being with me the last 4 years(?) - thats what she said last week but she now 'cant remember' saying it???

If it was that bad - why did she ask me to move in 6 months ago?

Life is not good.

Tone