I've been feeling very weird this weekend... I'll be really happy and contented in the knowledge that things are going all right one minute, and sixty seconds later I'll be feeling really miserable and uncertain about everything
Then, next minute, I'll be feeling totally upbeat again
I think it's because one of my colleagues, when I explained a particularly odd Internet Explorer bug and a most recondite fix therefore on Friday, told me I ought to post it on my blog - and I realised that I'd meant to do so over a year ago, but hadn't
I know so much about the stuff I work with that I'm a world-class expert, yet I always fail to do anything to let the world know that, simply because I have no faith in myself - I may understand stuff more deeply and broadly than virtually anybody else, but that only allows me to realise how much I don't yet properly understand, which saps my self-confidence.
As somebody once said, "I see too much and too deep."
Maybe I should have a counselling session with Lucy
